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I realize that my last blog was a long time ago, but since
that day my life has been turned inside out and upside down. Have you ever been turned upside down or
inside out? How can a person who is
blessed and walking daily in a good Christian life suddenly feel turned upside
down and inside out?
We are told to have long term and short term goals. It is also wise to have each day planned
out. For some people they have months
planned and even the year planned and written down. What happens when suddenly unexpected changes
occur? Is there any space or allowance
for delays or changes? Perhaps that is
where some people lose their control, because they did not allow for anything
to change their plans.
In my life I have found that it is best to be flexible. The higher responsibility you have on a job,
the more you must allow for sudden changes.
Those refuse to accept changes are the ones who look for a bar or fast
food place to help them cope with the situation. Some people take the change so difficultly, they go to extremes of doing harm to someone
or taking their own life.
I could write three books easily about the past several
months of my life. I lost count on how
many sudden changes I have had. I was
sure that my life was so set in motion where I was and what I was doing, and
BOOM! - SUDDEN changes. Why? It was because God spoke to me and commanded me
to go to the states for a certain purpose.
Was it something that I wanted to do?
No! The Bible says that His sheep
hear His voice. I find it interesting
that it doesn’t say that a lamb hears His voice, but it says that His sheep
hear His voice. Since I got saved at the
age of six, I certainly cannot be considered a lamb now.
There are times when problems are happening in individuals’
lives, then He suddenly directs you to go help them. You don’t see yourself as someone who can
help in their situation, but suddenly He chooses you as the person to go. At that time you look around you and feel you
are more needed where you are, but then you realize that He has told you to go
to another land for a specific purpose.
As you leave so quickly from where you are, you begin to
feel that you are being turned upside down because you are going where you didn’t
plan to go. You are to do something that
you have never done before. It seems
that everything in life is turned upside down, even though you have the
assurance that God is in control.
When you begin your journey, not knowing what to do, it is
at that time God says to you, “This is not your battle, but it is Mine. You must wait on My strategy. You must only speak and do as I direct
you.” As each day progresses with
various scenarios and situations arising, you feel yourself being turned inside
out. It is at that time your true
character begins to show as the battle gets hotter. Also, at that time your patience,
longsuffering, joy, peace and love are all put through the fiery tests. You begin to wonder if you can hold on or
not. Joy and peace begin to seem so far
away as each day brings new challenges.
It is at that time the reminder comes, “It is not your battle, but
Mine. Trust Me.”
What is so very beautiful in serving the Lord is how He
allows us to be stretched, turned upside down and inside out in order to show
what is really inside of us. It is so
amazing how He then puts us back together and we are better than ever
before. In cleaning clothes it is
sometimes necessary to turn garments inside out in order to get them completely
clean. Some need to be hung upside down
in order to have the slacks dry without wrinkles. Do you suppose that might be the purpose in
our being turned upside down and inside out?
It is only in those times when those areas that are untouched, finally
show up in order to be gotten rid of. On
the other hand, there may be wrinkles in our lives that we need to be rid of.
Is your life so planned that God cannot make the needed
changes? Are you willing to allow Him to
work His will in your life? Once you
have been turned upside down and inside out, you find flexibility that you
never knew existed. It is only after
such times that you are then entrusted with special blessings. We cry out and want God to bless us, but He
does not bless us the way we want or the way some people demand. God said that He withholds nothing from His
children. At the same time we must
realize that God blesses His children on His terms, not on ours.
I am sure that many people in the Old Testament felt when
they were being tested that their lives were being turned upside down and
inside out. You are no exception to how
God wants to work in your life. He will
do it His way.
Just take a moment and put on your jacket. Now take it off and turn it inside out. How does it look? Would you want to wear it
like that? No, you wouldn’t. Since the Word says that God looks on our
heart and people see our outward appearance, we must realize that God wants us
to be free in our daily lives. We know
that He sees everything inside of us, thus He turns us inside out in order for
us to be changed. Sometimes the purpose
for us to feel that we have been turned upside down is so we are not so
confident in our own standing, but instead we will lean on Him and depend on
Him. It is so easy to gain much
knowledge and then have such strong confidence in what we know. We must have our confidence in Who He is, not in who we are.
We say that we want miracles to happen in our lives, but we
must realize that God uses those times that don’t make sense to our
intellect. He suddenly directs you to do
something that doesn’t make sense. It is
at that moment He wants to do a miracle.
I am always reminded of who Jesus was on His way to a place when suddenly
a woman touched the hem of His garment.
In that moment, she was healed. Often as He was going to a destination, but
people were healed and delivered as He went.
When He commissioned the Church He instructed them to “Go,
Preach, Teach and as you go Heal
the sick and Cast out the demons.”
Have you ever been on your way to some place, but suddenly
interrupted by someone who needed help?
What did you do? Whenever Jesus
was on His way to a place and was interrupted, He healed the sick, raised the
dead, and set the captives free.
What is God wanting to do in your life that He has turned
you upside down and inside out? It is
only at such a vulnerable state in which we find that special place in
Him. When everything that feels
comfortable and secure seems turned upside down and inside out, we lean heavier
on Jesus our Lord. And Savior.
Join with me singing, “Leaning, leaning safe and secure from
all alarm. Leaning, leaning, leaning on
the everlasting arms.”
sDc
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